Day One

I am not sure where everything is going lately.

Uneasy is someone I am uneasy knowing so well.
Waiting was never my strong suit. But thats all Ive been tasting lately. Empty air and the countless seconds that have been spent waiting.

I think the air in my atmosphere is past its expiration date. Happy March everyone. Time isnt getting tired I suppose.

Lately I have been feeling my age more. Its a few months worn in, but still not comfortable. And I know its laughable to feel old at 20, but fuck you critics. I can feel however I want. 20 is so much farther than 19. Ehh. But me and birthdays have numerous issues.

I am excited for the work happening with YouthSpeaks Hawaii. Some of the kids I have been working with have so much potential. Its great.

San Francisco will see me next month. Lack of responses means short trip. But I am extremely excited.

Jordan comes home one week from now. I wonder how best friends change in two years while serving a mission for church.



"We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, therefore, is not an act, but a habit."
-- Aristotle

A quote I firmly believe and I am trying to keep this in the forefront of my mind every day.
I need to try harder.